Days of exquisite sensual touch have melted my resistance and fears. I’m ready for my sexological bodyworker to take the plunge.
Can I just say how helpful it is that at moments like this I know how to talk dirty in code.
Double penetration with a side of vib*?
A g-sp*t massage with a helping of squirt?
One grown-up s*anking a la carte…no, add some rope and a cane?
I hope my Sexbod has nimble fingers today. I may have to bring him pain killers for his wrists. For carpal tunnel syndrome. Such a busy server of sexual healing (cue Marvin Gaye song here)…
That is because you either cling to your fears and live in your social shoe box or you look convention straight in the eye and pull yourself by your Double Diva bra straps.
You either jump off the cliff knowing you are an angel or you stay tethered to your stories that say you can’t fly because people don’t have wings.
This is the time to close your eyes, quiet the fears, doubts and shame and allow your hips to swivel you into delicious submission. This is an Aphrodite of Abundance Love and Healing experience.
Yes. It’s time. Yes. Don’t think about this…that voice in my head isn’t mine anyway.
It’s Sexbod’s and he’s asking me, what would you like today, Tinamarie.
Each woman reading this knows the moment she had an erotic urge on the edge of convention. We can thank 50 Shades of Gray for opening up that pandora’s box of pleasure. We can thank dogma for holding us back for eons in the name of patriarchy and protection.
Aren’t you the least bit curious and hopeful that there’s a sublime way to answer the calling of your heart? Can you imagine you, sex and love…only better. Because it is and because it’s beyond the ordinary way we mostly treat intimacy.
Who do we give homage to when we are ready to ditch convention AND STILL WANT TO BE A GOOD GIRL through and through?
I’m nervous that the more I share, the more you may judge me as wanton and whimsical when really I am as ordinary as the woman shopping in a store near you. I am not a Lilith on the path to damnation. I am mother, wife, sister, friend and lover.
Maybe I am Lilith…on the path to redemption because everything happening here is bringing me closer to my core, to home, to what it means to be a creative, sensual, vital pussy cat.
Read this: I am ORDINARY.
How do I know this? Because the women on the retreat with me are also just like you. We are nurses and engineers, dancers and mothers, trainers and wives.
It’s the soul dancing with the wind. It’s the mind rewriting falsehoods that have held you back for far too long. It’s women ditching the shame AT LAST.
It is the absolution that gives YOU what you need to heal when you finally say YES to your Soul’s passion. Purpose too. There’s a lot of self-discovery that happens when you let go of fear.
So when my SexBod asked me what healing I need, I say that I want to feel full…
Full body orgasmic full. Electric double play full. Silenced mind & dancing hips full. Soul-full.
How about you?
Why am I sharing so openly? Because I realize that the less I have to hide, the more you can emerge from your slumber. It’s time. It’s time. Women need to finally live and love, integrated and whole, free to connect to their power core. If you want to learn more, I invite you to contact me.
Many already have and it’s a beautiful, beautiful thing…
Read more SexBod Diaries:Getting Naked with Strangers (vol 1) Working out the Kinks (vol 2) On the Scenic Route to Ecstasy (vol 3) Voyeur to Pleasure, Witness to Healing (vol 4) Easy Writher (vol 5) Ecstatic Friendships (vol 6) Orgasmic Pixie Dust (vol 7) Fifty Shades of Ripe (vol 8)
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